- aBitOfeLLaLabO -

I saw your face in a crowded place.. and I don’t know what to do…

smiLe, at least fOr me

so that I know

there is a life out there…

speak, at least for me

so that I know

there is something going on out there…

sinG, loudly, at least for me

so that I know

there is a rhyme out there…

cause I’m losing my grip…

and world is completely grey…

please, dO it, at least for me…

And… Unfortunately, it applies for some people with their beliefs. There should be bigger ego to be fulfilled, but not bigger compassion. Not even to ourselves. Destruction is on its way. It towards everywhere and by anything. Like a living zombie, unrealized, unaware and unknown.

World, somehow dying.. Hatred consumes it. Pride destroys it. Power takes it over.

How is it worth? Eventually, there won’t be no ground to be stand on, there won’t be no air to breathe.

Better world is simply just an Utopia…

It clings.. Imagine all people, living in Harmony..and to make a better world, for you and for me..

i am looking

staring and realizing

it isn’t that dark not even grey, it is bright and sunny…

it is the other side

and the other world

which i need to step in

without fear without crying

i am alone

but i am braver

i am sad

but i am happier

i am doubtful

but i am believer

it is me

saying out

not loud

I have come this far

90 days

more days to go…

what I have come to an end of…?

I just don’t know…

I figured things out

I replace things out

but

it just not there

siang…

matahari terik…

angin kenceng..

pandangan lurus ke depan..

hemmm

muka ituw lage yang terlihat

senyum ituw lage yang terbekas

bahkan ketika malam tiba..

siang hari, lagi..

ketika sejauh mata memandang

tak disangka

dia lagi

yahhh

selalu…

dia

dengan baju yang sama

nomer yang sama

angkot yang sama

pilihhh no 12..drs.bla bla bla…M.Hum, M.M

berjanji, gaji pertama akan diberikan untuk rakyat…bla bla bla..

yeahhh

musim pemilu

muka orang tak dikenal

merasuk sukma sampe ketika mau tidur…

This is the game that I never play of

though, It seems I am capable

a game that I didn’t aware of the rules

until I break one

It comes after me

and wanting for a part of me

there isn’t any winner nor any loser

you just had to get through it

and make it…

the deeper you get into it

the more you drag yourself into it

you can’t trust

even what your heart said

nor the whisper in the air

be still

and be sure

in the end

you will find what you find

have a liitle faith

miracle might be around

just wait

between here and there

it isn’t that far apart

between here and there

it isn’t that distant

I stunned look at that particular range

as if heaven and earth measure it

I was at awe gazed at that particular time

as if centuries have gone by

but it isn’t

see

I’m standing

right next to you

with the sound of our heart beating

not knowing

does it really meant something?

you asleep

with the name being uttered

I asleep

as I picture you

happily, right beside the name

without me, of course

isn’t it

relieving…

because it finally

become something

and nothing else really matter

longing for something that i shouldn’t long for…

gee

it is totally right

once you are cracking

it will easily get into you

you don’t need to ask anything

you don’t need to ask agreement

you don’t even have to look

you don’t need to argue

you don’t even have to say anything

you do thing

you do

without any excuses

you react

not to compromise

you just do

simply

because

you believe

trully

complety

without no question

because

you love

and I love

would it be nice

that is what matter

i used to look at it

but never has it

in my far away thought

i guess

i’m admiring it